Be Your Smile
Yes I can be a Debbie Downer but not today. Because I can officially say I’m happy.
After 5 years and a little medication later I’m crazy happy. I have friends, my sister Kendyl and my best friend who is my dad. Yeah pretty normal hey? But no when you have lived the life I have you would think I should be in a mental institution.
But I beat rehab, I beat the PECC unit, I beat depression and high anxiety.
Yep I’m a winner.
People used to say to me “You’re a strong person but you’re too kind hearted”
It’s not about being strong it’s about wearing you heart on your sleeve and not letting people get you down. I have no hate in the world. Yes I do get angry but I try to remember that everyone is different and has different ways of showing who they are. Its who they are and I cant change that so why get angry.
Remember that even when things are really bad and not looking good. That you can ask for help you can get help. Everyday is a new day, every minute you could be smiling and laughing and it will make who you are.
Experience life for the way it is. Yes life can be bad but it can be beautiful; start believing that your amazing and special and it will pick you up and you will watch you world change.
Believe, be strong, and most importantly remember where you came from and where your going.